Saturday, April 24, 2010

I don't know what it is about her...

But this little girl has my ♥heart♥ and I feel
completely out of control!!
I can't even begin to tell you HOW MUCH i love her.
I don't know if it's because I waited 5 long years for her and when you want something so freakin bad and you can't have it, when you get it...there's not words close enough to begin to explain the p.u.r.e. JOY that exists.
Or maybe it's because she's a GIRL and we all know GIRL'S RULE! It's been so fun accessorizing her, glamming her up and playing dress up each day.
She's my baby doll.
Maybe it could be that I just forgot how stinkin lovable, kissable and yummy babies ARE.
Every dimple and fat roll produce my salivary glands to overreact!
I drool at every ounce of her.
But what I think it must be is SHE was a missing piece of MY heart. And now
that she's here my LOVE is able to overflow and when
her vibrant eyes gaze into mine, we recognize each other's souls because we know
each other.
She erupts something inside me that I don't know how to explain.
When she flashes her silly grin, or gives me a smile as big as her face, or screams her voiceless scream, or grabs and pinches the skin on the top of my hand as I feed her, or she kicks her feet a million miles a second, the beauty of
every little personality quirk she has finds a place in my heart
and it continues to grow more...and more...and more...and MORE.
My heart doesn't know what to do anymore.
It's on overload and
IT FEELS SOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!
I can't imagine existing without you Kambrie.
I love you love you love you love you.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I haven't seen your blog for along time and I am loving catching up. Kambrie is adorable and Tanner is a handsome hunk, but you little tribute to Kam really got to me. So happy for all of you. I so want to see you soon!!

Ali said...

She is just beautiful! I LOVE the flower headbands she wears!! ADORABLE!

Kim said...

I feel the same way. Motherhood is the BEST!

Christal said...

I feel the same way about k2!! She is a doll though! and you are the best mom ever!! SHE IS SO BLESSED to have you as her mother!! I'm still just so happy for you guys! Can you believe our babies are going to be 1 soon!! crazy how fast time goes by!

Heidi F said...

Jill, you are such a wonderful mother. I'm so glad you are able to express your feelings. It touches all of us because we feel the same way. Love you!

Emily said...

She is so pretty! Love her and you all! Hope to see you in June! That would be so fun!

The Homer House said...

OH she is adorable, I love her cute outfits you always have on her! Girls are fun to dress, that's for sure!
Love the pictures of your girls trip too, that is so fun! You are all gorgeous!